Hi everyone,
So many things had happened.I sincerely thanks all those who came and accompany me through my down periods.Life can be really tough without you guys,i may not even get back to my feet without you guys..Those who didnt make it,i truely understand..dont worry about it.I am fine..
Especially those who came everyday,*you know who you are...impossible for me to name them all..i really appreciated it so much..all the strength you guys had given to me were so important.
The lost of mom hurts.The process of crement hurts.The process of holding "her"in my hands Hurts.The looked of her,Hurts.
So many unbearable moment...had tore my heart into billion pieces...
Thanks those who help me fold the paper,thanks those who carried my mom's coffin,thanks those who brought food and sweeties over,thanks those makin an effort to come down and help up.thanks those who make me laugh and smile.thanks those who ton the night with me..thanks those who hug me..thanks those who promise to be there whenever i need them..I LOVE YOU GUYS.
i know i lost my mom, but i also know that many still loves and cares for me..
Serene is moving on strongly..
But to be honest,i do feel weak in times..*i wont lie.
I misses her badly..i want to be with her..i want to hear from her...i want her to cook for me..remind me to keep my clothes..wake me up for work..buy my favourite food..i love her..21years of looking after me..i thank her.
Mom:
i know you wont be seeing this.but i want you to know that..yes,i will promise to be good.promise to look after the families and kids,promise to keep my room clean..promise to learn how to cook..promise to work/study hard..promise not to stay out late everyday..promise to be there for people who needs me..i want you to know that i will rmb you for life..thanks for bearing my nonsense every single day..thanks for the love you gave me..i miss you really bad.so bad that i cant wait to see you everynight.i need you to know...I LOVE YOU,forever...
i know you cant wait to see me get married and have my own kids.
i will share with them,your love for me..i know you will be there for me..you will always be in my heart..
Your youngest daughter,
Ah ling.
let time heal me..
