To my dearest mummy^^

I dream of you last night.

I was walking down the street alone and was feeling super upset and disappointed with myself.

I saw you,sitting at a corner staring at me.

I walked towards you,and first thing we did was- a big hug.

I told myself I will not cry in front of you.You told me; xin gu ni le.must remember mummy will be watching over you.I understand how tough you are going through all this alone.Must rmb,i will always be here for you.

=(
I woke up crying.

I am all alone,and nothing changes.

When will this misery end?

Planet

Out with Sisters last weekend.

What about you?

For mummy

Mother's day is coming. I love you and Miss you so badly mummy...Do you miss me? I cant wait to visit you soon...and I cant wait for you to appear in my dream once again. Stop making me wake up with tears on my face and stop making me feel so lonely anymore okay?


Daddy have quitted his job and I am looking after him. Don't worry kaes?He is as strong as a bull..just like me.alright?

I will continue to take care of him till my last breath. I promise.

I cant wait to see you and hug you. I need you.
I feel so lonely and hopeless.
I feel useless without you.
Lost of direction and goal.
Nobody is there to guide me on  how to move on with life anymore.

I miss you badly...