May 27, 2013

To my dearest mummy^^

I dream of you last night.

I was walking down the street alone and was feeling super upset and disappointed with myself.

I saw you,sitting at a corner staring at me.

I walked towards you,and first thing we did was- a big hug.

I told myself I will not cry in front of you.You told me; xin gu ni le.must remember mummy will be watching over you.I understand how tough you are going through all this alone.Must rmb,i will always be here for you.

=(
I woke up crying.

I am all alone,and nothing changes.

When will this misery end?