December 30, 2010

Last Entry for 2010-Rsolution 2011


For the very first time,i wanted my year to end it fast! fast! fast!All my nightmare please go away~i hate you!
Imissmom=(but i feel love from people around me.They never give up on me,showered me with surprises,care and warmness.
Perhaps i dont know how to express my gratitude,but i really sense it and thanks!=Dwithout you guys,i am nobody.

My life have been up n down,even till now.
it just CANT be peaceful.But i know i have you guys helping me..my burden has been reduced.

I lied.
I am not okay.I feel stress.depressed.
I hate my sisters.
I misses my nieces and Dad.
i miss my mom=(
I want my old life back.


Impossible.
I have to stay positive.
People around me Loves me. They want me to be happy too..


I want H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S

Thatsmyresolutionfor2011.

Simply that.Nothing else.

Go away 2010!Go away nightmare...
I hate you!

I want everyone around me to be happy as well.Because i know it will be painful if they are me.It hurts.
Please..
Eitheryouendtheworld,all just create more happiness for us.