Last Entry for 2010-Rsolution 2011

For the very first time,i wanted my year to end it fast! fast! fast!All my nightmare please go away~i hate you!
Imissmom=(but i feel love from people around me.They never give up on me,showered me with surprises,care and warmness.
Perhaps i dont know how to express my gratitude,but i really sense it and thanks!=Dwithout you guys,i am nobody.

My life have been up n down,even till now.
it just CANT be peaceful.But i know i have you guys helping me..my burden has been reduced.

I lied.
I am not okay.I feel stress.depressed.
I hate my sisters.
I misses my nieces and Dad.
i miss my mom=(
I want my old life back.


Impossible.
I have to stay positive.
People around me Loves me. They want me to be happy too..


I want H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S

Thatsmyresolutionfor2011.

Simply that.Nothing else.

Go away 2010!Go away nightmare...
I hate you!

I want everyone around me to be happy as well.Because i know it will be painful if they are me.It hurts.
Please..
Eitheryouendtheworld,all just create more happiness for us.

Stuttering FeFe Dobson lyrics

Favourite!=D

Owl City - Fireflies (lyrics)

I like to make myself believe..

STU-BIAK! Stupid+Biak you!SMACK!

Hello;O

Some photos from FB=)MBS!

Although some had left,but it nv fails to bring us back 2gether!

xchange=) wheres our christmas tree!!?

Crazy time in the ladies!hahhas

Updates!

Wednesday-Zouk

omg!theres so many people!irritating!hates it!arghh~

hao lah!i wont do it again!dont angry liao.Smile~

Thursday-Xmas's dinner with Rong,turtle,and Angel!

Super crazy night!went to eat durian at geylang in the middle of the night!i love them!every year without fail,we will have our xmas celebration=DLove ya!

Xmas is finally over.

Hope the presents tat i have prepared for all of you did brought a little smile to your face=)

I hereby,thanks all the gifts that i had recieved.

Countless Hello Kitty=)massager..etc.

All is LOVE~!

Lets welcome 2011 in a few days time=)

I wanted you....

Baby.

Merry Xmas--i have you in my eyes

Beautiful regards from all the lovely peeps=)have a Great xmas this year!

Yesterday was a BOOMZ!
celebrated at MBS.Our dearest YC Birthday!Happy 21st christmas Baby!U looked so beautiful..may you stay sexy and hot always!muahhas.

Gift xchange was fun!Great!hahs.Everyone were laughing and giggling!So crazy!
and we drank quite abit and left at 3 am..
The place was so beautiful!.Omg!

Gonna go!will update more!have many many photos to upload.
didnt take any with my hp.LOLX!lazy!muahhahas.nvm.wait for my dearest to upload!

I had your promise.

Tired!!

woke up very early.530am?Had the best breakfast In the morning,yes!is just magee mee..but!i simply love it!=)

Troy 3D Nice=)!

Serene Lee Is A Happy Girl Today!

Good Night,piggy=))

Colors**Black n White**

Love is a noble act of self-giving,the more you give,the more you lose part of you.Yet,you do not become less of you,but you end up becoming complete.

I am contented.

I am Silly.

Smile Baby~

=)

I need a DRINK to :

-Drown my SOrrow
-Celebrate with Joy

Oxymoron?
yah!i think so too..*Faint

Ladies night with my dearest Sisters tmr!
Club!oHHHhhhhh
alright,lets party and drink till drop...

I had enuff.

I shall stop my Life is sucks.

There's always sunshine after the rain isnt it?Happy or sad,Life moves on.There's neverending obstacles,Neverending fear,neverending dilemma...isnt it?

perhaps,i should be ecstatic that i have people who truly cares,always there for me..right?I promised to be good,promised to look after myself...and i will.silly=D

Things happen for a reason.Sometimes,not within our control.thats life isnt it?stupid.sucks.how i wish i am someone who can gain control in everything,life will be perfect.so perfect that rainbow colors are everywhere-so beautiful.

Whats the matter with regretful,mistakes,forgiveness...

people make mistake.But sometimes,theres always no second chance given because it hurt so much that no one can withstand it again.

But how miserable the person will feel if there was no second chance given?how lost will they get?do they deserve it?perhaps.

And whats with the hinting?whats with the crap?why dont you be direct?Trying to be someone nice but it freak me out.

Thanks for your beautiful advice.Is so helpful...

what am i talking about?shit.just feel crap.so many things had happened.Above statement is just random wordings=)

I am so happy to have you=)

xoxo,Night.

My life?

Like shit.

So different.

Hongkong!

Yes,I am now in Mongkok *HongKong

And I will be back tmr!

Was having fever,cough and flu the day before I fly.

And in Hk,I feel like dying!

But!all the good food brighten me up!especially the fish egg and pancake!

I didnt buy much things for myself..

You know why?cause i spend alot on tix,travel,and FOOD!

wahhaahhas

will be back to post more!

20th is coming.

my nightmare will be here soon...

i hate it.

really do.

The days when we R apart,I found out one thing..and it meant alot to me.

品冠 - 我以為

nice song.

Again...

You broke my trust again.
I pin hope on you.
but is a neverending story.

You didnt chase..you let me go.
I know it shouldnt have happen.

perhaps,there wont be any chance.
but nothing changes.
dont you agree?is still the same.
i dunno who you are.i tot i know you.You broke my heart.you left me hanging.i am left to fight the battle.i wont count on anyone.because i dont wan.i dont trust anyone.i dont..really dont...

dont ask me what happen.
this is what i want.
dont question me
because...is the past.

don act as if you know me well..

because you dont.

Speechless

I feel so helpless.
I dont know what else i can do.Life just sucks to the MAX.No mood for anything.Next week i am flying off.I dont have the holiday mood.
I am really clueless.Lost.I feel so heart pain.Cried.Whats wrong with it?FML!I cant sleep but i am so tired.my mind just cant stop thinking..It wont let me rest.It just wont..

Met up with turtle and rong.
*Love

has been months since we had an outing together.I enjoyed myself so much..things have changed so much,all the heart to heart talk..maybe turtle was right,lets move on to a happier us=)
Jia you kaes?Rong and turtle and ME!lets fight for what we want,just rmb theres always friends and love one that cares..
we are all steady sister=)turtle..you are our sister forever okay!have more courage to fight for what you really want!have more confidence!we will always be there for you=))

lets meet up soon okay=)

20 more days...
*counting down..

Work?Very bad!miserable..*those who work with us will understand our difficulties.Sometimes i really dont understand,we are all doing the same job but why does others earn so much more than us?one thing i am certain is that we put in more efforts than them!Do you think is fair?N-o.

*Life is Unfair.

W-a-t-e-v-e-r

life?

sucks to the max.

i dont know how to move on...i dont know what else i can do.

Everything i do= Wrong

Perhaps, ignore is the best policy=Wrong

telling the truth= Wrong

keeping quiet= Wrong

Wrong!wrong!wrong!!!

Who cares?

Why bother?

Why?

I dunno.i am crazy!**Good night shitty world!

My fb got deactivated!
my msn got bLOCKED!

now i feel so lost n bored with no access to my internet world.

LIFE IS CHAOTIC FOR ME.

why cant it be simpler?

tell me.

AH!

I just dropped my iphone4!

hahas!

BLOG?

omg.super lazy lah.My daily routin-FB!

hahahs.

please add me at FB-

i just simply too lazy to blog=)

*will be back=D

A Millionaire's First Love

Do you know why they close their eyes when kissing?

Because they're so dazzled by each other.

In that short moment with my eyes closed..

I will miss you.

Super touching show.

Eh,this girl is dying..and the boy gave her all the love he could give to bring her happiness..

Really touches my heart.

go watch it!

HELLO;)

Very busy with work.As usual.
haahs.

Partying at V4.Hari Raya to Yussof's House=),Dinner at Marriot.

hahs!
Let the photos speak its words...

good night world;)

Back!Back!Back!

ahhas!always read my blog huh?lolx!
i know you are reading it~~~~~

LOLX

Anyway,Meeting tmr.Hmph.talk about work, will think about targets.So turnoff!

Btw,People who have my fb will know about this-Serene Lee Shiling Went jogging.saw a drain,jump across it.there's a hidden dog behind..I screamed and he stared at me..I said;"sry!"a few seconds later,I think I was rather silly!why am I apologizing to a dog?LoLx!killmepls~

hahash!yes.thats so stupid..
But whatever.i think is funny=D thats life.dont expect it to be so perfect..sometimes,flaw can be beautiful as well.Ahemm..No link.Random!

alright.Goodnight world..~~

Short Hair!

Anyway, i am very angry with you.

what you had promised me, don forget.

alright?

There goes my weekend.

Party at Orchard area.Rest left to thailand Club but i didnt go..

guai right?hahahs.

saw a bee in the bathroom!Omg.super scare xia.hahahs.

my left face felt numb!2 days already.

siian..

anyway, csa asked me..why you can don make up come work one ah?LOLX!Yes..didnt wear makeup to work for the past few days.too lazy cum i injured my face!LOLX

but okay leh..they ask me dont wear also good.More ppl will take loan.

more trustable hahahs!

nightx!

I woke up with blood on my face.

Pain.

Is Love.

I passed my re-exam for marketing!wooo..

But have to re-module account.Omg!

Really busy.

No time to meet up with all my dearest.

Gtg,will update soon=)

Aliyos!

Maybe you really care, Perhaps you just dont know how to express it.

It's okay.

*Sick

Finally.

down with a cold and cough..

Head back home after my work..

Now feeling so much better..

Hhas!can blog..LOLX

Anyway,Next trip=Hong kong=)

muahahhas.

excited!

anyway..tmr will be going for work.school.chalet..

=D

I start to hate them.
Everything so Fake and Ugly.

why so unfair?
A simple thing yet make it confusing.

They are adult but behave like a kid.
All they care is money.
WHy?

Why cant i just let myself down to trust them?Tell them how i feel?
No.impossible.
so many years..Wheres the care?do i deserve this?

Friends are better than families.
I agree.

=D

The Quarrels of lovers are like summer storms; everything is more beautiful when they have passed.

Yes!Bored.
Is a Saturday!

And i hate my new hair.Nvm=)
hair will grow..hahahs!

the nightmare will be over.hahs!

i Love my Black hair..=D

The Best Proof of love is - Trust

Jab 1 With Mandy and Felicia=)-Sing and merry=)

Nope.We didnt kiss.hahahs.Just the effect only=Olol!!

Love Anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken.If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal.Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness.But in that casket, safe,dark,motionless,airless,it will change.It will not be broken;it will become unbreakable,impenetrable,irredeemable.To love it to be Vulnerable.

Chalet tonight..

LOook into my eyes

why my photos upload become like this?

LOLX!

anyway...

Life not very smooth for me.

Serene, You goona be strong like a bull okay=)

there are many people out there truly cares for you..

I Just Cant stand it anymore.

Is this a H-O-M-E?or a Prisoner chamber?

Hate it!

let me live in peace.

R.I.P

S.H.E - Shuo Ni Ai Wo

Good Night!!!!=D

Very tired!
Today Ot until 6 plus 7..
reach home about 8!time just flies..omg.eh

tmr need to head back to office again.
Night!

NEW IPHONE!!

YES.1 FOR 1 EXCHANGE....

HAPPY=)
But I lost all my contacts...

And all the Photos/Videos..

Just too lazy to do backup..have to wait for about 2 hours...
=D
Hey!Everyone...Please text me your number..
and pardon me if i ask "Who are you?"

Eh.Please Assist.Arigato!

Anyway..have you seen a Malboro Phone?
Hhahahas.
Very interesting oK!Show you guys next time...
My phone's Photo got deleted..Rmb?Hahs

Eh!!

Anyway,Slept the whole sunday away..

Muahhas.

Somehow..I Just cant stop missing you..

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!

Went to Eat Kfc with Dine right after my work.Suppose to go study..ended up we went shopping!LOLX.
But is okay,Got home at about 9pm=)
SOrry Charise.Promise to meet you up soon kaes=)

I misses all my friends!!

eh..
I want bubble tea!!
ughhhh..I am falling asleep..
All the best for my paper..
Why so many exam?Headace!Stress.

Conversation
A:Haish where to find money?
Me:go take from loanshark lah!!
A:wah..don wan lah.High interest!
Me:Then go borrow 2 bucks from them try lah.see they wanna lend you..
A:Siao!i think 2 bucks..they rather give me ask me siam..
Me:Lolx!really meh?hahahas
A:No!Maybe they will ask me pay by instalment.5weeks.Every week 40 cents.But hor..Kns!I ask for 2 bucks,they will take "Processing"Fee of 20% leh..WAH KAO!1.60 Nia!cannot even ta bao nasi lemak xia!!*Faint..

(0.0""""""")

Heart:

God bless your Mom=)
She will be fine..No worries=)get well soon..

To that irritating fellow:Please mark your words.I dont want to see your number,hear your voice,see your sight.Alright?thankq.Hopefully, you wont be able to see this..Because i believe you really did mark your word!GOOD!!=)but ..........?hahahhahas!!eh..

To that someone who will scare off predator in a stupid way:
Wei!wru?????faster call me!!you dumbass...

Went to watch PREDATOR yesterday.
Very last minute..
Heheheh.

*Happy

Eh!Feel so blissful=)
Yah,Thanks for not mistreating me.muhahahas!!

YES YES YES
SPAIN won...
OCTOPUS -SUPER ACCURATE LAH!Faint..Pick some TOTO number also lEh!!LOLX!!

1:Oi spain won!pay money!!
me:Dont wan!i say spain won leh..i am right okay.why pay money?you give me money lah..
1:wth..you sae you wan holland leh.now chu pattern.hahahs!
me:wei!i sae spain ok!!but i trust you..didnt say i follow.LOLX!
1:watever..you buy spain also lose..result is drawn lehh..dumbo!
me:eeek..watever!FINE!ahahhas draw draw lah..i watch the match until wanna doze off!!like watching some wrestler fighting in soccer field lor!BLEAH~nah!your money..hahahs!!

Alright.
wan an everyone!!=)

Who will win?

I think is Spain..
But someone say HOLLAND!alright.
I shall believe in you..

Lets bet on holland!!

hahahas..

Went to sing kbox with Jarrett and Jane=)Very fun..
I love all my new collegues..All are insanely crappy and fun to hang around with..

I love the people there..
Happy=D

Happy day=)

Total damage on cab:More than 30 bucks!Power~

how i wish i got a car, definately no more spending on cab.Hhahahas!!
Went singing with Ivey.Fun~ we had a crazy day screaming our lungs out.Is good to de-stress after work..Moreover,Been weeks since i saw her.Right dearest?=)

Alright.I know is a boring post.
But i just cant keep my eyes open anymore.
I got tons of things to do tmr!My hair super wet but i dont care!coz i super lazy to blow dry.

Btw,Busy keeps me away from thinking.
And..I am happy=)i wish you goodluck in whatever you do......stay happy!

smile=)